Sitting here

On my bed…

Not sure wads going thru my mind. Been thinking a lot, thinking too much.

Im gonna leave for bkk tomorrow, not sure if i could survive staying in bkk alone next year. The thought of it eggcites me but it scares me too. Am i such an adventurous person? For real?

Hmmm william, well i really still hope i can learn to treat him with kindness. Not sure how. But i hope.